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!!!! is super awesome. Yeah, that's pretty much what i wanted to say right there...!! Pi Day is 'round the corner and I'm beginning to revv up for it. Tres excitement!!

But on a somber note...

School

Yeah

I've managed to pull through another tri?mester without a complete fail...but I can't help but get a sense of a need for change, considering how my grades have somehow stayed almost exactly the same since the beginning of the year. =/ Well...I'll try harder? It could be hopeless, but with my actions I haven't been giving myself a chance in hell here!

Overall it just seem nothing changed in my life in the past...7 years. It's time to give fuel to this new plot I've been cookin up. A new life. Nothing much different, but the plot is thick and steamy...I wish. It just needs new dialogue and a new setting. New characters, even if some were pretty interesting and gave me lolz while looking for something unknown. Life just seems like one big mumbo-jumbo I don't know how I ever got involved in...but, the one thing I got outta it is that I' m my own friend. And a good, crazy one at that. Go newfound positivity. Not to mention all the other people who are still nice enough to stick arund while I'm being non-comprehensible. Pfft this is too late to blog/this makes no sense. It's just time for change is all (Barack Obama was not hurt in the making of this dang blog).

A couple of nights ago I was watching this french movie(hoping to boost accent skillz), called "My Best Friend". It really got to me. A guy in France is lonely and makes a bet with his coworker(he's an art dealer) that he can make a best friend in a month(I didn't see the beginning so I'm guessing it's a month)....Anyways, he meets this taxi-cab driver while he seeks out his long lost bff from 7th grade. They follow his ex-bff into a super-market and the guy blows him off, leaving him alone and feeling rejected. =( but then te taxicab driver comes to the rescue. They totally come to be best buddies and do wild stuff for about a week. The taxicab driver even figures out what the lonely guy's daughter is allergic to and it turns out she can be an excavisionist...Then he asks him to prove his friendship. This is the climatic action seen, the naive, nice taxicab driver goes and steals a priceless vase from him for the insurance money the guy would get, proving their friendship. Instead, when he finally gets there...he has all of his friends that new about the bet there, to prove he's the guys bff. To sum it up, he gets P.O.ed and smashes the vase, leaves, and never answers his calls. Then the taxicab driver goes onto Who wants to be a millionaire (totally Slumdog Millonaire-saw it with ma famille) and has to call his ex-bff. They make up and year later turn into best friends again. Fin

lol, long story short...I loved it cuz it was just about the morals of friendship and how just nice it was. Gave me hope for new friends and whatnot. Life isn't worth much without friends, so I'm gonna try to make more and better ones outta the ones I've got for now. I feel like scorned woman, who's atually found some hope =P

I'll probably be working on french this weekend...it's already infesting my life, but next year is gonna be super chill. In "My Best Friend" , there's an awesome quote from it saying something abou being unique to each other, making them indespensible to one another, showing th kinda friendship te two form. They just both had the same lonely view on life and how people should be labeled and end up great friends. Watch this film!!! It's awesome if you're bored or lonely I guess.

To the future!(and i hope i win pi day!!!Yeah boii)

-J Dawg

Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival. C. S. Lewis

ummm...yaa...well i've been thinking about friends, and what are they really good for? They exist yes, but they don't do any of the first 4 responsibilites of humans(according to ms sullivan a million years ago...):
1.procreate
2.sheter?...(not in order exactly..)
3.food
4.water
(and maybe protection but that could be shelter)

so anyways...
they seem to be good for nothing, yet they exist. they're wonderful to have. they give meaning to life

so i came out of these things learning friends are not a necessity, but if you want to live, THEY ARE!!! They are as necessary as the air we breathe, because without other people on the planet, you'd live out your life and there would be nothing after. Living alone like will smith in "I Am Legend" wouldn't kill him only because of how he had the goal of saving the human race from being destroyed forever...

The only thing I can imagine being worse than this cruel fate of friendlessness is rejection from the possibility of friends. To know the only reason you have been left alone is the small dislikes and pet peeves of others...it makes one feel week and obviously ALONE. yup =P.

sooo...
ya...
how you doin folks?



edit: youtube worked!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gG2z0mP7IE
im gonna try to make video sound quality better next time.
this isn't amazing, with lotsa mistakes, speeding and all that, or even umm...real dressy so just...listen ya?!

*insert offensive title here*

wow racist stuff...

http://www.goaskalice.columbia.edu/3261.html

1 follower, no readers, maybe hope for change is all i have there

ya this weekend i went with my family to yosemite. it was my moms birthday. any emotion one could associate with this probably happened at one point or another..yes, quite.

BOREd

so i pretty mcuh ended up playing sims the entire weekend...im not really sure how that got started, but i was probably thinking about when i gave will and julia those sims games and how excited they were..good times. but ya. it was epic. i saved my weird genius sim from death. like it was really weird cuz he came from my family in the game and i guess all the smart milk made him learn waaaaaaaaaaaay more easily than any of my other sims. he was da shit cuz of that and i made him cheat on a billion girls with other girls for no particular reason. an im gonna make rosemary's babeh in the game lolz. oh and that guy who cheated on everybody got them all pregnant cuz i wanted him to be retarded like that. its mostly just funny. none of my sims got abducted by aliens for once...theres the good news. but a genie did come out of a latern and two of my wishes were complete wastes =(. but my smart sim guy got lotsa money..ya. that the sims for ya

Bah Humbug

after seeing this i was disheartened...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6LcbKNMIC0&NR=1

lol. geez its true. i still love them both tho =/
i think ill start watching more of horowitz again...sad how that happens so fast

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1nu4bxR1Ow&feature=related
sorry the other post was getting too loooooooong

Gahhh

school is so difficult..im finding it hard to do anything anymore i hate it so much. but if i were playing the positivity game id say its a good thing for me to do and is not a waste of my time...i shall learn something i hope. sometimes i feel motivated to do a lot of homework and other times that is the last thing i would ever want to do.

2.next thing i need to do:get a lisense!!!!!!!!!!! gah..that would be awesome or at least id feel accomplished at something.

3. be a better friend. this is probably the most time consuming but it feels like the right thing to do. dr. phil would agree, but criticize. gah i hate him too...being a better friend means being less critical all the time and more supportive, positive, yes...hmm ill try again later =P

me and will skipped school the other day. life sucks. gilt trip. then back to normalcy was kinda the pattern there...it was kinda fun wandering around downtown like usual.

this weekend is meh mom's and will's b-day! so happy bdays y'all. come around now ya here? my mom cant read this tho due to confessions of a teenage drama queen...

hey anybody use RvB at all? miss that place. the episodes seemed to get kinda boring though cuz they became weird fillers. caboose still rocks my socks tho. anybody whos interested though, its a great site for kicks and giggles.

http://rvb.roosterteeth.com/home.php

oh and youz should be checkin out this guy, piano players and the like. Lang Lang! my mom and i went and saw him in san fran, and it was cool. he mostly can play really fast, with all the right notes and dynamics. cool s*&t.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lang_Lang_(pianist)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQN5UhvAPq4&NR=1
http://langlang.com/langlangeffect.php

i tried to post a piano vid i made a while back on youtube, but it never processed, both tries...=/ but on a happy note, Danielle in history class promised to bring me some musica! heyheyhey things are looking up somewhat...

so ya...goin back to school tomorrow. how fun...!